ROAR! Konnichiwa, I'm JUN. I'm a self-proclaimed pig that oinksroars. So, please handle me with care or I'll bite! Trust me, I'll lickbite off your nippies.
facebook? . friendster? . blogskins?
I'm already clueless how to live a better life. My mind cant think of anything, It's seems to be not functioning well.
Sometimes i would keep think what's my goals in life. Nothing.
I hate my family. I hate what I was born with. Although I have better life than the poorer africans. I know I should be glad. I just felt like giving them my life instead.
I've got no money, no studies. Sucks in relationship still. Found no talent and skills. Stupid till nowhere to go.
Cant even go my dreamland.
I really dont know what to do, but to rant it everytime, everyday of my life.
Heard them moaning, whining, laughing in the room, so sick of it. Hate to be at home with them. Sucks to the max. TOTALLY.
Close the fucking door and fuck, or else go hotel, morons.
SO SICK OF MY FAMILY. No good points to talk about them.
I wanna elope to somewhere else. Far from this fuck up home.
I'm so lazy to update. Quite alot of photos coming up.
Anyway, this is the best bf received.
He's very endurance to me. No temper at all and i love bullying him. HEHE. The only bad part is he always late. =/ Baby Choz, what are you going to do?
Although a few occasions, I would think of wayne. Ask around those people around you, How many broke up couples can make it back to friend? I'm just glad that I kept a good buddy. Although he keep says that he have changed. -_- Nothing seems to really change.
I kind of missing my "guy gang". Very enthu to see xiaoling's sexy figure. And of cause Rip's brows. HOHO.
Shall we take a good picture to keep that memories?
Maybe someday I should post my good old golden days.
Baby Choz, what are we going to do on 28th nov? Make me wait again, i will burn your butt.
we look like we just attended somebody's engagement. bf will nv escape being squeeze pimple by me. wahahahaha!
Sister's cam is good. :( i want mine.
See how fat i turned into! This is jack's place! Ikea is love. :D I want my own house! I want this! Audrey hepburn's painting! He's pulling the sleeve, not dancing. XD Eat, and eat, AND EAT! The Ion's xmas tree grew out from my head. :D
Ok, give me iphone and Cannon Ixus 120IS for xmas. :D
He's my boyfriend. My new black hair. That's not jazy's stolen cam.
For now, I've hit the scale with 56kg. This year jan, i was 51.5kg. FUCK!
My favourite fat entry. LOL.
14 June 2008 I hate my fucking fat life. I no longer very enthu about exercising like before. Because as years goes by, I knew alot of skinny ladies, who doesnt even want to participate in PE. I hate to jog now. Because the fats are hindering my movements. Cutting down on food might not be a good idea. Liposuction might be the best resolution.
I really told myself to cut down on carbo food, which will eventually also make me feel hungry easily. I fucking hate the feeling, whenever I start to eat my food, or when I'm deciding what to eat, I have to tell myself not to eat so full, not to choose very oily fried food.
"feel like eating western food.. eh, cannot, fat.. eat noodle? eh.. or japanese food? eh.. carrot cake?"
This makes my life like shit. Enjoying life conclude enjoying meals in my theory. I can't even enjoy my meal without thinking I'm fat. I feel like kena run down by vechicles. Because my life just got run over by a truck.
I often moodswings because of fat photos. Which my body is bigger than my head so much. And my fantastic boobs which people often say about it and that they are jealous of it. Want it? Then come and get it.
bf says i should study better. but nobody supplying the money.
if im going to study sim management studies, it's gonna be 9k. i'm gonna fork it out myself. :( then ying says prepare extra money, in case repeat module. lol.
when will i have money? lots and lots of money?
i should start saving all the money i earn!
i wanna go japan, thailand and taiwan now. bring me go! bring me go!
